Tuesday, May 29, 2007
okay, maybe i should look on the brighter side of today!
i saw AHEM in the morn and i cant stop grinning while walking to sch, all the way. raihan should know who. HEHH
im so happy happy ((:
plus the more i read wat siti put in her blog, the happier i get!
omg my mood swings are so crazy i swear
plusplus there's 195 skirt and 37 lipgloss to cheer me up ;D
haha cant wait for tmr, though im like super broke and i dunno why
see ya ppl! (:
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6:43 AM
today is not
goodactually its ok, just that my mood swings got the better of me
i just feel like crying but maybe not, cause its not good to cry on your bday. hah
i dont feel like blogging much, some time maybe yea? oh and thanks siti for the sweet bday message <3 ((:
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5:37 AM
Monday, May 28, 2007
im f*cking sad and upset right now (isnt it the same?)
bday blues, sucha bad thing manxzx
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6:38 AM
Saturday, May 26, 2007
when you lose smth you cant replace
i dont feel like blogging much, just things that really put me deep in thought
last fri, sensed things werent going right
thats when my emo-ing times started
sat at emo place alone <3 its so wonderful! (:
then lingered around rotunda and second storey of futura block.
its so wonderful, what not, with the whole school being so quiet as it was alr 12 plus.
and staring at current 1g2
it makes me sad, very
cause i didnt treasure the
people person whom i thought was so meaningful to me
i dont feel like elaborating now. sighhhs
have a good day ppl
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5:25 AM
Friday, May 18, 2007
i dunno wat to blog about
today's
kinda very empty
nothing much happened, my life is the same everyday ):
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6:22 AM
Thursday, May 17, 2007
i dunno how to describe my mood today
happy+sad?
sad cause of results la, like duhhhh
happy, cause today's afternoon is well spent with beloved renamers ((:
ok, lets talk about my disgusting results
guess wat, i got an l1r5 of 33! THRITY THREE!!
but hey, my fav phrase of today, look on the bright side! at least i passed half of my subjs this time andand i improved in almost everything! (:
BUT i just need ONE STUPID GRADE LESS to just see mr tan, not HOD!!
i was so super disappointed cause the papers i expected to at least do better in was worse than the papers i thought i really had no hope in.
and i hate mr m )):
ohoh, i was so sad and nervous shit in the hall i ended up cutting my own fringe. =/
now its so short and screweddddd i cant tuck it behind my ear or clip it.
okok, i know thats like so silly but whatever, raihan's gonna bring for me the layering scissors! (:
did i mention the weird incidents with the two freak-os?
haha, cause i have this habit of staring at them and give them this LOOK
then when i just happen to stare at HARRY POTTER, i was like smirking and she was like, yea, smirking too i guess. the whole situation is so funneh! (omg i dont think anyone understands wat im trying to say =//)
then just now, me and rangi were walking in opposite directions in the canteen.
and i was like, staring/scanning her and she give me this wat-the-freak-are-you-doing look. haha so hilarious i laughed like shit when we passed each other.
so anyways, after school was total loves <333
me and raihan (the two emo rename kids ((: ) discovered this totally emo/wonderful/cool place for emoing and of course, the nicest place to camwhore ((:
its this place, right at the top of the eco garden, right beside the waterfall, at the steep steps there. omg its totally wonderful! (:
me and raihan spent a good whole 20mins to ourselves sitting at the steps there, hearing the waterfall, closing eyes, watching the leaves roll down the slope, leaves falling from trees, with the wind blowing nicely at us, the thunder booming and the clouds being damnit dark. being emo in short. HAHA, while the Retard Siti, Loser Liy and Selenger Amira, as usual, spent their time in the toilet.
then aqilah came and they all joined us. Liy as usual, wanted to camwhore. haha
soo, we had emo pics where they took photos from the bottom. its cooooool (((:
then took group emo pics, with special thanks to imannnnn (:
and then headed to vivo!
cause the 17th of every month is DOUGHNUT DAY for rename! ((:
(cause today we cant think properly, maybe cause of results. so we figured we have a hole in our heads, which equals to doughnut day! haha okay, renames are always this silly fyi (((: )
so we, or rather raihan and kiki (HEHE, we went window shopping ((: ) queued up for around 20mins just to get our doughnuts cause, yes there was a looooooooong queue. couldnt get my sweety cheese ))):
so the doughnut was goooooooood ((:
with kiki and raihan being silly, figuring how to divide their doughnuts.
and amira, siti and liy were busy camwhoring with their doughnuts! (cause, yes, they're pretty ((:)
haha, see im the only sane on today (((:
then headed for lj where we decided to buy old chang kee's (me, siti, kiki).
bought and ended up still eating at ljs in the end =//
i feel like a glutton (yes, my fav line for the past 3 weeks! )): )
but it was so fun
oh, and this bunch of ah beng's we kept seeing them everywhere!
doughnut shop, playground, lj! STALKERS! haha!
oh, the bought 2 dozens of doughnuts just for the 4 of them, so they're a worse glutton than me ((:
ohoh! we have another new single! hahaha!
for more info/lyrics of the song, pls do visit siti's blog thankiyew ((:
so yes, journey home was funnnnn
but kinda tired and worn out
but still! i persevered and walked from senja to my house!
haha im loving it now.
but i kept seeing my dad in his car when im walking and he always asked me if i wanna have a lift home! so embarrassing ppl around me must think im retarded =//
but yea, ok i dunno wat else. hah
i realised i have a lot of (((: in my post today! (((((((((((((:
haha ok im off, no more emo post today! ;D
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6:24 AM
Monday, May 14, 2007
i should stop writing emo posts lest people will keep qeustioning me again bout it
but its just me to be so emo here, if not, then its obviously not hanisah who blogged, must be some hacker. haha
goldENtertainer has been on my mind throughout the whole day
cause its really bugging me
HUGS
you paint a rainbow in my world ((:
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6:33 AM
Sunday, May 13, 2007
i.have.no.mood.to.blog.
cause of some people who goes around breaking other ppl's heart
cant wait for date <333 (omg it rhymes!)
today.is.rhyming.day. (:
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6:24 AM
Monday, May 07, 2007
Oh when I first met you
I thought you was the most perfect man
That I ever seen
I still don't understand why
You treat me like you do
I use to give into your lies
But now I see the truth
Oh no I don't want to hear it
I'm through
Yea I know I'll still be missing you
But it's not worth the pain
That I've gained from you
You make me feel
Unappreciated
[Chorus:]
I'm feeling really unappreciated.
Your takin'my love for granted, babe.
and I don't know how much more,I can take from you.
You don't do the things you use to do.
You don't even say I love you too.
And lately I've been feeling,
Feeling unappreciated.
omg im so in love with this song i kept singing it throughout the whole day! even during exams
i thought i saw someone today but its not that person. SIGHHHS
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5:25 AM
Saturday, May 05, 2007
and when i wanted to type it all out, it diffused out of my brain, out of my heart
stone-hearted
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8:11 AM
Friday, May 04, 2007
didnt sleep at all yest
tried to understand trigo all by myself and memorise bio notes
kindaVERY effective (;
and there's the oh-so-wonderful hanizah to keep me company
hah what a great motivation!
so anyways, i think i like bio more, dont care bout the tests and exams
so being sleepless and all, i was surprisingly very energetic in the morn and also considering the fact that i didnt eat my dinner, only ate one freaking piece of siewmai for lunch, then today didnt eat breakfast and only had lunch at kfc (:
so bio paper was ): ! didnt have time to finish = no time to elaborate on points = no time to think properly ))):
but anyways, prays hard i can at least pass!
andand emath paper today was screwed. cause i lost 20marks just like that. oh man whats gonna happen man
still sucked in trigo. tskkkkkk
im gonna organize my time better now
and amath tmr! surprisingly looking forward to it though. haha
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5:33 AM
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
1.) and our story goes on like The Whale Rider
-its just like us, im Kahu and you're Koro
2.) even if i were to sing it, i wont sing it for you
-you dont know how much that broke my heart
3.) would you tell it to my face, or have i been erased?
-i dont even know if i have any meaning in your life
4.) when i see your smile, tears roll down my face,
i cant replace...
-thats how much you mean to me, how much i miss you
5.) i will never let you fall, i'll stand up with you forever, i'll be there for you through it all, even if saving you sends me to heaven
-no matter what happens i'll always be there for you, i'll sacrifice anything for you, i'll die just for you
6.) you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart, pls dont throw that away
-just see this sincerity in my heart, 3 whole yrs man
7.) cause im here for you, pls dont walk away, pls tell me you'll stay
-dont ignore me, cause you dunno how much you mean to me
8.) use me as you will, pull my strings just for a thrill, and i know i'll be okay, though my skies are turning grey
-you can use me, betray me, make me your slave, i dont care, as long as you're happy. tell me all your troubles, all your worries, my problems do not mean as much as yours
9.) told you i'll be here forever, said i'll always be your friend, took an oath and ima stick it out till the end
-i'll be there for you forever, i swear. i'll catch you if you fall
10.) now its raining more than ever, know that we'll still have each other
-at this darkest moment in your life, i'll always be here for you
11.) you can stand under my umbrella, you can stand under my umbrella
-i'll shelter you from the storm, from the worries, sadness, fear, uncertainty, from all the evil things in this world
12.) maybe its because i love you
-thats why im doing all these for you, thats why im willing to sacrifice anything for you
13.) thanks for the memories
-i'll nvr forget all those wonderful memories you left behind as i trail behind you
14.) you can run into my arms, its okay dont be alarmed
-when everything goes wrong, you'll always have me close to your heart
<333333333333333
thats quite sums up my day, i guess
studies going on horribly
'im so dead baby
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7:55 AM
Church;